Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Joseph's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
12:41 pm	Oy, the rigors of teenage relationships, i dont know anymore, i used to know what i wanted in a girl, and now it seems that i cant decide, there are two, now, that i love, and one of them doesnt like me, and the other one is too far away, i can honestly say that i love both of them, but i cant go out with either, grr. I would need a job anyway so i could pay for dates, and im gonna get one soon, but i dont have one yetso i guess ill start with that and take this one step at a time. blarg. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Type O Negative - Haunted (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
3:20 pm	flavour I tashte like Alcohol. Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You? (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 26th, 2002
3:24 pm	discworld amuses me Find out which Discworld novelty you are. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
3:09 pm	I Hate My Life Misery tears at my soul Apathy my defense Terror steals my self-control and life's destroyed my innocence Death reaches with talons sharp I welcome it with open arms Love's stolen my blackened heart and given me to the devil's charms Hate protects me from the pain of society's cruel arrow Sorrow's driven me insane and chills me to the marrow Of bones grown brittle with disuse no going forth or back Anxiety is my excuse for pressing the attack my enemies surround me now no room to break or bend I often wonder when or how I'll ever see the end Wounded, fighting on and on and only time will tell when will to live will all be gone and I'll be dragged to hell Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Korn-Hollow Life (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
4:55 pm	Game okish story that i wrote in English while i was bored. I walk into the building, confused, not knowing where I am. I walk up the stairs, and into a large room. I see a large group of people, some that I recognize, some that I don`t. I see a group of those like me in a corner, I go sit with them. Suddenly someone places a gun in my hand, I look at them, annoyed. Why would a Gangrel, The warrior class of the Camarilla, need a gun? But my friends assure me that it will be useful to me, so i keep it for now. Suddenly, the door next to me bursts open, and people walk in, and i feel that i cannot hit him. I realize what the gun is for now. I stand up, looking at the people who just walked in, wondering what is going on. These people speak about things like Praxis, and others that i don`t understand. Suddenly shots ring out, i look at where they came from, seeing someone who sits in a place of prominence holding a smoking weapon. Then a sphere of darkness shrouds the person who entered i aim at the center of the darkness and fire, i hear a shout of pain, and the shroud drops. I see the man holding his shoulder, but then he just gets back up and the wound heals, I drop the gun and sprout claws from my fingers. I run up to the man and slash him with my claws twice, leaving long gashes in his body, I am sure that he will not heal those so quickly,and i am right. I slash him two more times, then bite him, i can taste him go to ash in my mouth, and i know the fight is over. Current Mood: creative Current Music: Metallica-Sanitarium (Comment on this)
Monday, September 23rd, 2002
8:30 pm	to begin with,a poem Death stalks the night In search of prey Coming closer I can feel him Hot breath steaming In the darkness Eyes with hatred Glowing brightly Talons curving Scream is curdling Red blood dripping From incisors Slow advancing My heart pumping Begging for his Empty mercy Watching him With terrified face As the monster Whets his knife with Sadist's pleasure Then he raises His cruel blade and Drives it up to Its great hilt Once, twice, and three Times into me But what is this I still survive Looking down, I shriek in horror For on the ground Lies my innocence Fate much worse Than any death To live eternal Knowing all And loving none As you must always Be alone Current Mood: depressed Current Music: The Calling- Wherever You May Go (4 Comments |Comment on this)